I really miss shooting porn... It's not that I don't want to..
Added 2022-12-13 18:13:43 +0000 UTCI really miss shooting porn... It's not that I don't want to make content, it's really that I feel defeated and I'm in this cycle of despair. 😠It's not that I'm ungrateful to you guys. I really am grateful to all of you for your support and love. But it's come to a point where I don't even feel I'm beautiful. I see my peers in the US getting all the gigs while I'm stuck in Singapore, only able to afford taking rare trips to film with them, not even assured that I'll be able to shoot with them when I get to the US. It's a vicious cycle 😠I'm not in the US, I don't have shoots, so I don't have many fans. And because I don't have many fans, I don't get many shoots. And without the shoots, it's not worth going to the US... Am I really someone who has a future in porn? Am I worth your $7/mth? Anws I did my make up and here's the few photos I managed to encourage myself to take 🥲 hope you peeps like it
